Waiting for the tides to change - 2

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didn't find anything in the thrift store. boo! oh well, always next time. did spend a fabulous couple of hours having coffee and sitting by the window people watching w/ my gf.

keeping myself busy. i think that's the only way to stay sane. working the next 2 nights and then i will spend the rest of the week cleaning house and preparing for our sleepover this weekend! so excited!

S has a school trip this fri to go tobogganing on the mountain. i txted H asking if he was still planning on going w/ him or whether i should make a plan. H said he really wanted to take him. yay! because i really didn't want to go. hahaha. gives me a chance to get chores done.

i am feeling much better w/ the LRT. it really has saved me. i think in the next day or so i will be more receptive to H and not be as "distant". still don't plan to initiate contact but, won't be so short. still doing my mantras. still reminding myself to stop thinking!!!

i'm so excited to go home and give my baby a big hug and kiss! although i had a really nice weekend, i really missed my kids.