I just wanted to drop by and show my support and send you ((hugs)). So sorry you're going through a low right now, but it is okay. Use the time to let go of the negative feelings and you'll soon find new strength to go forward. We are expected to carry all the load and be strong, but we can only do it for long. Every now and then we need to take the load off and take a break, then put it back up and keep going. You are a strong person and I look up to you for your strength and determination. Hang in there!