there are no certainties to be had here

When are there ever certainties?

We just have to live the best life we can. Worrying about all of this and what you should do seems to border on the old controlling Crimson. DBing got you this far, trust it to continue moving you forward.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss