Crimson, keep on your path to being the best Crimson you can be and you can't go wrong.
Just don't expect it to happen quickly. I am my own worst enemy in that way, I see a bit of positive and then get in a funk because everything is not perfect NOW!
Maybe making a gratitude list before you fall asleep at night might help.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss