kolja - OMG! Thank you so much for saying that. You may be right. He has complained that his apt. is a white box. My apt. definitely has a home vibe. I am going to work on making this apt. even more warm since you said that.
Rick - I was wanting the Pats to pull through so bad. My H will now be even more depressed. 4 yrs ago when things were great between us I was afraid to talk to him for 2 weeks, I thought he was always about to cry. H takes it especially hard since he is the lone Pats fan in NY amongst his friends and his friends are definitely gonna ride him a little. H is very sensitive especially about football.
So glad I didnt go to the superbowl party tonight and have to deal with my crazy and obnoxious Giant fan friends. Its so weird cause for support I feel like I have told the right number of people. But I just rarely see the people I've talked to about this. None of my good friends live near me.
CO, Purg, BF - thanks for the love. I am gonna take it easy on myself Tired of worried about what the neighbors dont know. Let 'em wonder. I dont have to say a thing if I dont wanna. (Thats my attitude for now)
Rick - Wish I could handle having a real bf right now or at least a "friend". I should at least enjoy the benefits of being separated?!
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