@Val I know she is fearful, and after 30 yrs I have so many way to punish, but what would the point be. Doing so would not empower me or improve my mood, quite the opposite would occur.

I would rather move forward than look back. Becoming vindictive would require me to dip back into the past and present publically something designed to injure or embarrass.

Withholding something for the sole purpose of injury would only cement her conviction she has chosen the correct course.

So I look forward. For a time doing so was an act of revenge. I harbored hope I could live such a stellar life, and be such a stellar person she would realize her foolish mistake and attempt to unite once again. No longer.

I will move forward, I will live my life for me, not in the hope she will awaken, but to be true to who I am, and who I will become. I am certain she will one day question her decision. I may never know, and if I do become aware of such then I will consider if another fork in my path should be taken.

I have been blessed with a past that has shaped my present, before me lies the future. Where I go from here is solely my decision.

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Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55
D 30
S 27

You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill