BM you really have to stop shouldering the blame. A failure in a marriage happens because of 2 people not just one. And because your marriage isn't working out, it does not mean you are not a great woman and mother.

I still encourage you to talk to your neighbors, you may be suprised how supporting they are. You cant keep thinking all the neighbors are like from "Leave it to Beaver."

Keep positive, there is no embarassment in what we are going through.

M 33
W 29
S 4
M 5
T 7
11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents
12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over"
1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped