Where did my life go?

[irishblessings]

Thanks Missing - I hope the same for you.

I find myself wishing more and more that there was someone who I could turn all my decision making over to. I just did what they told me to do. I find it harder and harder to stay on top of everything. I need to be reminded to do things. I need someone to tell me "do this first / then this next / then this..." Without this, I feel as though I am flailing through life - days. I don't make good decisions and I feel as though I will never make it to the time when things in my life become okay again.

I know that I have been told many times that I am too hard on myself - but that's part of why I feel I need this help. I need to be "retrained" to understand minimum expectations and what "normal" people do.

Happy Sunday right?