Thank you Snodderly and CW. I have been ill for the last couple of weeks and have really not had any computer interaction.

Things seem to be okay for the last couple of weeks. However, yesterday, he is questioning what we have together. It is hard to not offer up advice. I did cry. He says it is good we keep talking and that we should still live our life as we have been but I can't help but assume that he is leaning on the side of a D eventually. He asked me:

"What is it exactly that we have?"

"Have you ever thought about being happy by living our lives separately?"

"Why do you always cry when we have these discussions?" "I can't talk to you when you are like this."

I was keeping myself together until these questions came up. Emotional wreck this morning - but fortunately he is gone - reserve duty.

OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty
Me 44
H 51
T 15 yrs
M 9+ yrs
No Kids
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."