GM: I went out for the first time last Saturday. I went to a show of DJs that were a favorite from us "old schoolers" of the 'rave' scene. All my old 'crowd' was there, the music was fine. I purposely stuck with only a couple of drinks because I could feel myself getting a little blue after a two.
Some people drink to forget. Sounds like you and I may be the kind where if we drink, we remember lol