W called me to tell me she went to ER instead of work, she is still battling an infection in her throat, the doctors ensured her it is not cancer, though she does have a lump on the side of her neck now. She got put on a few medications.
I drove S to her house. Said hi to her parents and her sister and hugged and kissed S to leave. When leaving S said "Now mommy its your turn to give a kiss." Meaning for W to give me a kiss. Awkward moment, we all laughed, I tried to change subject and leave, as W did same, but S got a bit upset and insisted. W gave me a peck on the cheek, seemed like she was kissing a leper. It was all funny until the awkward kiss.
I feel you it's been like that for a while too. Wouldn't it be awesome to have them truly want to give you a hug or kiss without it feeling like you were doing it to your little sister when you were 6?
