I can tell he is sincere about this marriage... we spent time together with my kids yesterday and he told me he was "tense". I asked why and he told me he is afraid he will go back to acting the way he did before, being mean to me and the kids. He mentioned it again later, his fears.
My kids were really excited to see him and spend time with him and he was loving towards them. We had a good talk and lots of loving. He plans to go to church with us Sunday.
His mother, who had been supportive to me after he left..and told me she really thought we loved one another and could work things out is extremely pissed at H that we are working this out. She was always passive/aggressive, nice and nasty to me and my kids. always finding fault. She told him that God doesnt want us to get back together. She even refused to babysit his son for him for us to go on a date. Apparently she let his first wife know (MIL hated first wife until about a year ago, now she hates me...) and H's first wife sent him an email asking why I get a 2nd chance when she didn't, and she thought they would work things out.
AND..... I will soon have to leave the support of you guys or post from the library or something, because he will read everything. He demands total honesty from me, which I don't have a problem with. I have told him about the book and the website, but I wouldn't feel comfortable posting knowing he was reading.
"Being at peace with yourself is a direct result of finding peace with God."
And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Phillipians 4:7
