CAUGHT HIM IN HIS LIE!

[abbey1989]

Hi,

On a quick lunch break so checking in. This week has been tough. Working a lot and sick to boot. My brain is fried. Anyway, get this......When H called in the inspection for OW's house in January, instead of using his legit business/cell number.......he left the number that he called me from by mistake exactly one year ago today. That was the phone number that he said "was a worker's phone" that he "borrowed" because his wasn't working. LIAR. I think he used that number because I had asked him about the other inspections listing him as the contact in December which he denied.

All of this construction stuff is public record. I admit, I looked it up. I actually called him yesterday morning and left a message on that number. I did....can you believe it? But I didn't care. Just numb. I've been just so worn down by this job, cold, and my sitch. The message was just "hi, call me when you get this".

So wouldn't you know....he called and called and called.....and texted and texted. He wanted to make sure that I felt OK (cuz he knew I have been sick all week). Of course not admitting that he got my message from his secret cell phone because I'm not supposed to know about that right? I knew and he knew why he was calling. Yesterday, all day long I thought.....well this IS IT. I'm going to summon the courage to have a real heart to heart. Then I looked at the family photo I have on my desk at work thinking...."Wow, that was probably our last family photo".
Trying so hard all day long at work not to cry.

I worked late and when I walked in the door....H knowing that I've been sick....had layed out my cozy flannel jammies to put on with fluffy socks. He actually made me grilled cheese and tomato soup and served it on a tray after he tucked me into bed. Seriously. That was nice after a sucky day. He made me Theraflu, got me water, sat next to me on the chair by the bed while we watched my favorite movie Pride and Prejudice. He later got me Nyquil and tucked me in again...then he retired to the sofa. Then....this a.m. he went out and bought me Dayquil before I left for work and made me some toast with an egg and tomato. Wow. Queen for a day. ha ha. I know why he is doing it and it kind of makes me laugh inside.....but anyway.....we'll see what this weekend brings.

I've been going over and over in my head what I want to say and how I can say it to not appear whiney, needy, etc...and especially I don't want to cry. So not sure if this will be the weekend but I feel it is coming soon.