Well, I had been completely ignoring him for two months before the other night. I thought I had made some progress till he told me he missed me a little. Anyway, I told him the next day I did not want to pursue him that I was still open at the time if he changed his mind later but I was going to keep doing what I had been doing. I need to also.I need to move on knowing he will probably never change his mind. As far as doing things I like to do I just took my daughter roller skating last Saturday. He didn't like to even before his ankle problems. I love to skate and had a lot of fun. I've been consistently working out. I actually am starting to enjoy my job more. It used to grate on my nerves when we were still married. I'm working on becoming a member of my church(he's agnostic, and hates organized religion). I am starting to remember what I liked about myself from before we were married. I will not lose those parts of myself again for anything.
