It seems like I've been getting some small, miniscule positives lately. Not sure what to make of them. Frankly, I'm trying not to make anything of them. If I think about things from the gut level and compare it to last year at this time, it seems like things are 180 degrees opposite. Last year at this time, things on the surface looked pretty good, but my gut was telling me something was wrong. This year, things on the surface look pretty bad - we are separated and my W and I have started some D paperwork but I'm getting better vibes from my W. Oh well, it could be anything. As y'all know, things can one direction or the other in a heartbeat. My game plan is to stay the course and keep trying to be the best JB I can be. Like I've seen here before, when the WAS wants to come back, they're going to make it just about as clear as when they dropped the D bomb. I haven't seen anything even close to that. I still have to want my W to come back, too. I like all my changes and I don't want to give them up.
JB,
This is fantastic! Just keep the road home paved and smooth and stick with your game plan. But hey...be careful out there GAL on that bike late at night! Just in case your road home still has a few bumps here and there, I'd hate for your bike to hit one of them! PS...isn't it good to hear from E? I've missed her! Enjoy your weekend, and GAL like the rock star you are! XO... ncl (or whoever I am now?!?)
