I had no idea that my previous thread had 100+ posts. Sorry about that DBmod!
I wanted to thank everyone who has responded to my previous posts, especially yesterday. I was having an off day and the support I received reminded me that I am not alone. I'm glad I can come here and break down and you are all here to help me get back up.
I need to remind myself that I can only be responsible for my actions & decisions, period. All this speculating does nothing but keep me on the emotional roller coaster and I am NOT a fan of rides.
Today is a better day, I am very much looking forward to spending the weekend with my kids and cheering for the Giants on Sunday.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤