I just told him I was fine and that my allergies were acting up (which they were). But I just realized as I was typing this, that I was not looking him in the eye when I was talking to him. That's one of my 180s. To actually take an interest when he's talking. That's one of his issues. And I totally was NOT doing that.
Okay, I so get it now.
Thanks labug for putting this into perspective for me. I feel like I'm getting wound too tightly again. Gonna leave work early today and enjoy the sunshine. I think I need it. I think I might need to talk to someone about my anxiety too. It's beginning to be a little too much.
