Hi Rick, how are you doing? It sounds like you've come a long way since the bomb and you first started DB'ing. I think it's only natural to look back and evaluate the sitch. It's "normal" to start questioning what you want for yourself and out of your R with your W.
It seems that your W is slowly "coming out of it". But from what I've heard so far even if you've busted or close to it, you're still far from being done. Have you started reading in the Piecing section? Even if you feel that you're not close to piecing yet, I think it would be good to start getting an idea of what people are going through and the challenges they're facing.
Yes, you may need to detach a little more. I hope you feel that you're not completely alone. We're here for you and we understand you (something that friends and family can't even provide at this point). Be strong and keep your mind and self busy! You're doing great and your patience and persistence proves to be a great example for all of us, especially to us newbies!
