Can't sleep - head racing, stomach churning. Is love ever rational?
I know - I'm heading back to do some individual work in counseling with a therapist who really challenges me. I am worth a sane woman, and I thought she was that.
I do still have hope for her, but I am very curious about why I'm in this sitch again... I'm 44yo now, times ticking by, and I would love to be in a loving R. Perhaps that same desparation or fear about being alone led me to jump to M with W2 instead of giving us enough time to truly discern what was right for us/me.
