go! enjoy your time w/ your family and be with the people that love you!!! i had a complete emotional meltdown last week. i really felt like i just couldn't do it anymore. so much hurt and anger..
and then my mom came and spent the night with me (i think they were really worried and thought i might need to be checked in to hospital at that point). honestly.. just having someone there while i cried my heart out.. telling me i needed to be strong.. watching movies on the couch w/ me.. eating snacks.. the next morning, it was the first morning where i didn't feel like everything was empty and dark. i believe getting that unconditional love from your family right now is going to do you a world of good.
take the time you need. whether it be 7 days or 14 days. whatever you need to regain strength to carry on. if you don't take adequate time to heal yourself.. it will take that much less to feel knocked down again.
i thought of a new ride.. the MLC house of horrors.. where the OP jumps out like scary characters.. you see scary scenes of all the weird things they get up to.. all the lies whispered through the speakers..
Me:38.. H:33. Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3 M:8.. together for 11. Bomb dropped:10/17/11 Separated:11/07/11