When I got home today, I felt such an overwhelming sadness. So I had about a 20 min cry in the bathroom. I just keep asking myself how my life got like this? I managed to pull myself together long enough to cook dinner. I've been hiding out in my bedroom because I don't want to lose it in front of H. He didn't hear me earlier. At least I don't think so. He's already been in here once asking if I'm ok and if I need anything. We SO need a bigger house!
