Not sure what to think about the latest turn of events. H and I got into it about an event for D, and he told me he was cutting me off from all money. I have since talked to a couple of L's but no good feeling about any of the ones I've interviewed yet, and now I am literally flat broke with no money to pay for anything. H texted today and said he had a change of heart about the money and will start paying again.
Not so sure I want him back at this point. He has shown some serious character flaws that are both scary and frankly, not normal. I didn't have a chance to talk to him tonight because he was off to party with friends, so I guess we'll see. I don't see this being a big turnaround- I think its more likely he got some legal advice that said don't cut off your nose to spite your face.
Tonight I can't say how I'm feeling. Scared, lonely, tired and like I told a friend, stuck. Thank God for the good friends and family I've had to pull me through this. Don't know what I'd do without them.
