feeling like giving up.....former DBing against OW

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I dont know how much more disgusted I can get.....
Im going through all medical reciepts to get paperwork together for taxs and come across all the old reciepts for appts with MC that we "tried" when we seperated...We went for about 2 months (maybe 8 sesssions) but she was a quack and would just sit and read to us and then lecture for another 1/2 hour...i finally said we need to find someone else to help us and H just never did.

I dont know if you remember but in Co parenting it came out that after I left he not only was still drinking but started takeing RX drugs as well, he then realized how bad it was and started the out pt. program on Feb 17th. Well in looking at the reciepts we were going to MC starting the last week of Dec and stopped beginning of Feb. So he was pretty much high and drunk the whole time we were supose to be "working on" our marriage..and he says that he tried and it didnt work so thats why he is not interested in trying now....I dont know why, but that made me furiouse!!!...He truly is lost, and Im sad that he is just fooling himself like this.

Well, just wanted to vent...get it out, and move on. Just one more thing to look at and say WOW!!!...nothing is what it seems...