good luck with the rep home buss! I know many ladies doing wonderfully... I'm unemployed and get food assistance (waited til the last moment, but it helps lots) and do freelance from home while trying to get a job. I save money by making sure we don't eat out more than 1x a week, 2 pushing it if we have to. No more shopping just because it is on sale. No cable, pay 7 bucks for Netflix. Kids know not to ask for unnecessary things that they can't pay with their allowance. It's tight but managing it somehow. Do you own a home? I'm applying for a load modification and see where that goes, cant' hurt to try. A book that helped me heal was "healing without scars", awesome. And above all, clinging to God, throwing all my anger hurt and confusion at him, I still can't believe how he carried all that sorrow away, it's been 3 yrs and I don't hurt over x anymore.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
