The sadness hits me when I am at home alone and D is not there. Even though she is only 1.5 yrs. old she is the closet thing to family I have around so seeing her face and playing with her eases the pain.
I need to do more things that are productive, but I find myself procrastinating and doing things more fun, like going out.
I need to start focusing on making a budget, getting financials in order, losing weight and getting more in shape... basically getting life prepared to move on.
I have been detatching pretty well. W is entering my mind less and less, but not having D around is pretty hard.
M:35 W:33 M: 5 yrs. Daughter: 2 yr .7/11/10 D Final: 8/7/12
