Had my therapy last night and I would like to share that he likes where I am and that I am moving forward nicely in the past few weeks. I told him about my family and the additional money for my car. Told him how I felt and that I posted here and how everyone on here put me in my place. Which helped me to decide on what I am doing for the time being and how I am in control of my life.
Feels good to get that validation from someone who has seen me face to face at my lowest point to now one of my highest points.
Thank you again for all the words of criticism, encouragement, and calling me out on the bs I was doing to myself, family and my W. As of right now I am at a place where I see a fork in the road that I will have to eventually take. One will be reconciling with my W when and if she is ever ready and the other is the start of a new paved road. As of now there are detour signs and I can't get on either only time will tell which is chosen.
He also found it interesting that my W made the statement of its not him its me now. He hopes she makes the right decisions for herself and gets the right help she needs with whatever issues she has to deal with at this moment in her life. Honestly so do I. So far things have been better between her and I but I am not getting any type of expectations and like I said its an open road. I am not dating and not looking to date right now either. Just go out with friends and have a good time.
M37 W34 S6 D3 M8yrs T14 S 1year Told me she doesn't want to be married 10/2011 "I will never stop trying because when you find the ONE, you never give up." Steve Carrell Crazy, stupid, Love
