Val - I agree with what JS and KD said.

Don't worry about apologizing for a long post. It was very heartfelt. I think a lot of us feel a lot of the same things. I think you are very in touch with what you're feeling. I think a lot of us, including myself get a lot of reading that.

Hugs to you. ((()))

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Bomb#1: 5/8/2008
MC: 5/2008 - 4/2010
Bomb#2: 2/10/2011
W moves out 5/7/2011

'With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.' - Matt. 19:26