It's Over Now

[fireman]

I didn't say it to manipulate her at all. I can't continue on the way I was, thinking it was going to possibly work out. She finally told me that she never intended to work it out, so I had to start moving forward. Of course I want with all my heart to make it work, and when she told me she was thinking that too it gave me hope, but I can't start thinking like I was before. And what Ieant about not going through this again is that I don't want to have to endure this again and I damn sure don't ever want to put anyone else through this again, especially her. I love her with every bit of myself and I am trying hard not to get full of false hope.