Wow, talk about uplifting! If those are the vibes you're giving out, I'd be distant too! Now, do you want a better 'situation' or a crappy one? Saying there's sweet piss all you can do about anything and if I do something it will just turn to sh!t is...well, b.s. It's Mish feeling sorry for herself. YOU are an amazing lady, with so much to give. You're smart, funny, compassionate, outgoing...just to name a few! It's cool to take a break, sit back and re-energize but don't say "I give up" and try to legitimize it as a logical outcome...it ain't!!!! You're too good for that. Lecture finished (Hey, you haven't been well physically for a while and that takes a lot out of your energy and outlook on life, remember that too OK. You will rise again :))