Where to next?

[MichelleLT]

Life isn't about the things that have fallen apart though. It's about the small blessings. But as long as you let your focus be on the negative, that is all you will see.

You are choosing this life for yourself. And you know that. Yet I think you don't deserve any better. Or at the very least refuse to believe you can fight for something better. And as long as you act on that belief instead of challenging it, that is all you will have.

Gabe may be pulling back. Or you may be reading too much into it. But what is important is that you not repeat the past. Don't react the way you did before, don't do the same things. Try something different!

Yes, you are D, not M. But you do have a R. What it is is vaguely defined. What it is not is a M. But you do have a R. And it's up to you to decide to do about it.