I had a good talk with my w last night. I stated that I still view us as married . That I have told my w that I have spoken to my friend and she will not be calling late at night. I have asked her to stop calling. My w stated that she can not move out in February. My w stated that she will miss the kids. My w said that you can date it won't bother her. I told my w I can't cause none of the ow would stack up to you. We kind of joke together abit. Then I went to bed.

I have a stalker at my work. I may have have encouraged it in the beginning. I am putting an end to it, now. A colleague suggested that I wear my ring again and state that I am working on reconciliation. I am writing this the stalker comes by my cubicle and is talking to me notices my ring and leaves. I have been saying for months that I am not interested to the stalker. I hope this does not embolden the stalker.

I want my wife back, I'm sure we all do here. I got to get back to my core beliefs and focus on my changes.

I will get a gym membership.
I will go 1 hour a day / 3 days a week.


H 37
W 38
M 11
T 18
D 4
S 10
Bomb 27/11/2010
Separated still living in the same house 1/1/2012
No D Papers No Separation Papers