I had a good talk with my w last night. I stated that I still view us as married . That I have told my w that I have spoken to my friend and she will not be calling late at night. I have asked her to stop calling. My w stated that she can not move out in February. My w stated that she will miss the kids. My w said that you can date it won't bother her. I told my w I can't cause none of the ow would stack up to you. We kind of joke together abit. Then I went to bed.
I have a stalker at my work. I may have have encouraged it in the beginning. I am putting an end to it, now. A colleague suggested that I wear my ring again and state that I am working on reconciliation. I am writing this the stalker comes by my cubicle and is talking to me notices my ring and leaves. I have been saying for months that I am not interested to the stalker. I hope this does not embolden the stalker.
I want my wife back, I'm sure we all do here. I got to get back to my core beliefs and focus on my changes.
I will get a gym membership. I will go 1 hour a day / 3 days a week.
H 37 W 38 M 11 T 18 D 4 S 10 Bomb 27/11/2010 Separated still living in the same house 1/1/2012 No D Papers No Separation Papers