Tad, I haven't been posting much lately, and never really much in MLC. But I have lurked your thread, I think because you are so honest with your pain and thoughts.
Life's a trip isn't it?
Here are some lyrics that seem to make sense. My best advice is to simply remove yourself from the drama. Breath. Smile and live. Peace man.
Delusional, I believed I could cure it all For you dear Coax or trick or drive or Drag the demons from you Make it right for you, Sleeping Beauty Truly thought I could magically heal you
Far beyond a visible Sign of your awakening Failing miserably to rescue Sleeping Beauty
Drunk on ego Truly thought I could make it right If I, kissed you one more time to Help you face the nightmare, But you're far too poisoned for me Such a fool to think that I could Wake you from your slumber That I could actually heal you
Sleeping Beauty Poisoned and hopeless
Far beyond a visible Sign of your awakening Failing miserably to Find a way to comfort you Far beyond a visible Sign of your awakening, Hiding from some poisoned memory
