Brian..this is something I ask myself daily.. however i do feel he is in there somewhere.. it was like someone flicked a switch, not months of horrible fighting,, more like one strange morning led to a blowup which brings us here nearly 6 months later.
My happiness means alot to me, because it makes me a better mom for my kids, this is what means the most to me.. does that make sense?
I do feel as though at times he gives me just enough to have hope and recently I have discovered he was quite abusive, strang that I never realized it was abuse.. couldnt connect the dots beings he never laid a hand on me.
m 41 h 44 d 17 (prev marriage) d 9 Never give up!!!!!
