BF-now that I've made my boundary about him coming over- I'm hoping that H feels the pain of his decision. He will be here every other weekend and wed/thurs nights- I really wish I had somewhere else to stay on this nights. I've resolved myself to really try the LRT- aside from kid issues. Going away for 2 weeks should make that easier. I'll start saving for Vegas!!!
Bklyn: I got a laugh out of your post- I needed that!! H can't play b-ball and he sings horribly, so I think of we stick to politician- that fits a little better smile it makes me so mad how he says "I'm really sorry that I'm doing this to you" and gives me the sad eyes, as if that's supposed to make it ok?!?! I think he says it to make himself feel like a better guy: (in his head) 'see, I feel bad for hurting her, so that means I care and im not just running away, I'm a good guy.'

Puuuhleeeeeaaaase!!

I'm really angry tonight. I'm super impressed with myself that I didn't blow up on him at any point- b/c there were a few times I normally would have and not felt at all guilty!! This should make detaching *that* much easier....


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12