Cat your post threw me off balance. First because it came out of nowhere and secondly because of the content.
My initial reaction was to intellectualize it. I knew you were trying for me to gain insight. But that was drowned by an overwhelming sense of humiliation follow E by some anger. Hence my cheeks getting hot. Best DBing martial arts move ever. So it is a bit clearer how my brain works
I did try and connect the dots of my childhood and my current behavior. And they correlate. Once I have a better grasp of the above I will post my history here so it makes sense to others.
Thanks again hope my answer makes sense
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
