Thank you Ro and Ces, the hugs are nice.

To make matters worse, when I came back into the room (after excusing myself for a minor cry session and to write that previous post) He had the AUDACITY to as if I was ok.... REALLY?!?!?!
I said: "No, I'm not ok, but what option do I have?" (not my proudest moment)
He said he couldn't understand why I was so upset about getting D instead of 'sep forever'.... "what's the difference?"
I explained to him that with a D, there are financial and medical issues to be resolved, and those are scary. **I was really upset that he challenged my reaction.. for the record- he didn't see me cry, but I left the room quietly, so I'm sure he put 2 and 2 together.)

Then when he left, he gave me a one arm hug and had sad puppy eyes.
What the he!!is that ^^^^^^^ about???

I had to go outside to get S6 from the neighbor's house, and I saw H watching me in his rear view mirror when he drove off.


M-31, H-31
T-9, M-7
S-6, s-20mth
sep 8/1/11
ILYNILWY 11/29/11
Creating separation papers.
Discover H has feelings for BFF, she does too 1/11/12
H moves out 1.20.12