Husband's wants out & one foot out the door...

[purgatory]

Wow- sounds like you did have an interesting weekend/evening! I'm impressed that you kept yourself 'together' when he crawled in the bed with you- I think I might have jumped all over my H if he ever did that now because I miss the affection so much. Isn't it strange when the WAS acts 'as if' nothing is wrong?! Very confusing for us LBS. I struggle to not over think and analyze what his 'strange' actions mean... looks like you're doing a good job not dwelling on it.

RO said: "I took a long time, and many words to say that I still don’t know what’s going on in my M. But, I am feeling better about things. At least today I am. One day at a time. Today I woke up thinking, I just don’t want to talk about H. I don’t want to think about H and our M. I just want to live today. And so far, so good."

This is very positive thinking! It's really hard to get to that mindset, but if you can stay there- its the best thing for your sanity!!