Everwhere is walking distance if you have the time

[ClingingToHope]

Luckily, things took care of themselves.

I didn't text DHU-41 Sunday. Instead, I did a lot of thinking.

I did text her Monday to see how it went with her son.

She responded that she got in a huge fight with her ex.

That's drama I want no part of.

Before I could respond she said she didn't think it was working out between us. She said I should be excited to be with her and she could tell I wasn't Saturday.

A couple more texts and now it's over.

I feel very, very, very relieved.

Now I can focus on getting back in shape. I've really slid since the car accident. I can focus on getting the book for the developer done. He's paid me $500 so far and I've got lots of work to go. I need to get it done by end of summer so I can focus on grad school in the fall.

I can focus on my daughters and not wonder how/if to incorporate someone into their life I wasn't 100 percent sold on.

I can focus on finishing up the settlement of the accident. It'll be interesting to see if I can avoid bankruptcy.

I can't wait to not have that hanging over my head.