I really dont think I will ever be ready to date.. I have been down this road once before, it wasnt easy but I knew the r was over. I am not capable of forgiving cheating.. but with this R, he hasnt cheated, he is cold as ice, and living life with out his family and seems content with that.
He does however back slide a bit from time to time and reach out to me, nothing terribly significant just random text messages sharing something that seemed important to him..
I know in his own mind this is good for him, its bad for us, but selfish is something he does... so i continue my path of GAL, and try to focus on the good in my life.. and there is a lot of good...
Kaffe, I agree 100% with you as far if I am ready to start dating I will be ready to file...
m 41 h 44 d 17 (prev marriage) d 9 Never give up!!!!!