Trying to make it to the bye week

[MadeToSucceed]

Yesterday was a tough day. Not really sure why. It all seemed just as fresh as it did the first few months for whatever reason. I suppose I have a bit of anxiety because there's a strong chance I may run into her in the next two months and I really don't know what to do if I do. It's kind of crazy. Haven't seen her or spoken to her in over 3 months now.

Today I have a long day at work so I'm going to try to be productive as possible. I think I'm going to look into possibly starting to see a counselor again but one that is not at my church this time.