(((((T2))))) Hi!!! I lost track of you soemhow and your thread was mentioned on another post so I came to find you!
I am so glad your H is home, but mosty I am glad that you have found yourself. You last post made me cry because I am feeling so much of what you described!
My H is not home, nor will he ever come home, but I have learned to accept that, to move on and to appreciate the person that I have become as a result of the pain I experienced as my M fell apart.
You sound awesome , T2 and YOU are a success, no matter what happens in your M!!!
Happiness is like a butterfly: the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.... (thoreau)