Yes! I really did need some good moments! And being with my kids has definitely been therapeutic!

As for the Laura Munson book.. The local bookstore doesn't carry it so I have been meaning to order it online. Definitely something I want to read.

Ok.. So I am not an over religious person but there is a so i wanted to share that really spoke to me..

"Our God is in control"
Steven Curtis Chapman

this is not how it should be
this is not how it could be
this is how it is
and our God is in control

this is not how it will be
when we finally will see
we'll see with our own eyes
he was always in control

and we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
and we will finally really understand what it means
so we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
while we're waiting for that day

this is not where we planned to be
when we started this journey
but this is where we are
and our God is in control

though this first taste is bitter
there will be sweetness forever
when we finally taste and see
that our God is in control


And we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
and we will finally really understand what it means
so we'll sing holy, holy, holy is our God
while we're waiting for that day


It's beautiful and seems to describe the situation we find ourselves in


Me:38.. H:33.
Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3
M:8.. together for 11.
Bomb dropped:10/17/11
Separated:11/07/11