2004 The Year of T2

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T2,

Thanks so much for the post, your feelings give me renewed strength.

I am not to the point you are yet, but my fear of losing her now has changed to a fear of not wanting her the way she is right now. My W is not yet to where you H is realizing that she needs to catch up. I hope she understands that some day. I am confiedent in myself and know I don't NEED her in my life, but I do want her there. I just struggle every day with the fear that she has become someone I may not want to be with.

Its still very soon since her coming home and I am hoping things will get better along the way and that we finally get to the point where she understands I can't be the only one putting effort into this.

Thank you so much for all the insight and inspiration in your replies to my thread. I personally have helped be deal with the initial struggle of my W coming home. I still struggle with this everyday, but I am in a better place within my self in large part for your words of wisdom.

Thank you so much {{{{{t2}}}}}