do you really want this man as your mate for life, or do you just not want to "lose"?
Wow that is a really good question. I have been in this limbo mode for so long now, I guess I really do need to think this through. There are times when I long for how we used to be, light, airy, spontaneous and fun. And then when I think about all of the lying that has been going on, I think why? Why do I even care? Then I get angry, sad, jealous, but again...why? Maybe you are right and I just don't want to lose.
There is so much that I really admire and love about my H, but also have found through the years that he can be secretive and sneaky which is not so admirable or attractive.
He is always respectful and kind to my face. We live well together but there is no passion. None. And I'm almost to the point where I am done trying.
Thank you for checking in with me. I really appreciate it.
Me - 49 H - 56 S - 23 D - 20 Married 25 years H moved out 10/11/13 H moved back in 10/13/13 H moved out again 8/1/14
