Thanks all -

CO - I got caught up on your situation this weekend. Don't get too worked up just yet. That is exactly where my W was when I joined the boards. Granted - I am by NO MEANS (let me say that again - NO MEANS) out of the woods at all - but there has been minor progress relative to where we started from. I guess I say that to say keep dbing....keep busy....and keep posting.

As for me, I am really having difficulty reading W. Granted, I am sure that I probably shouldn't be attempting to - but I am pretty much convinced that at this stage she is leading this dance. I guess I unrealistically expect her to text more often - just to say hello. I find myself getting excited when I hear my text alert on my phone go off - and then bummed when I see it isn't her. Probably not a very healthy response.

I guess I need to go back to the DB basics and remember that patience is key. And lots of it. *SIGH* - that is hard because I always think the more time that passes the further away she gets from.....who knows....maybe it's the other way around.

At the end of the day I guess I just miss her terribly and hope that we can reconnect. Sadly, I am terrified to have hope.

Crimson