That is usually why things like that hurt so much.
I don't know if the things she said were true. They were her feelings. It hurt so much because for the first time I believed them.
Originally Posted By: Mach1
How do YOU want to be ????
What are you working toward with either of these things ?
Which one of these things are you doing for you ?
And which one are you doing to get a reaction from her ?
Which actions, support your words ????
Honestly I don't know anymore. I know I love her, but I don't want to hurt anymore.
I like to listen to her, but I don't like the feeling of being used.
As I told my IC, I am done apologizing. I know my mistakes and am done reliving them. I know the solutions and will only focus on them.
My IC asked me (in front of my wife) what I want. I told him apparently it doesn't matter anymore. Then said I want to continue to improve myself with or without her.
M 33 W 29 S 4 M 5 T 7 11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents 12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over" 1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped
