Where to next?

[mishka422]

Exactly. I feel like it's all a deep, dark secret and he wants to portray himself to the world as single. Of course, I think he considers himself that way. I just don't matter to him like he matters to me.

That's my fault, not his. Like I've said before, I have to learn to put it aside and do what is best for survival. Life is not necessarily happy, it just is.