WAW roomate is telling me she is moving out..

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It has been a week since my last post. I'm getting better living alone with the kids. I do not like to see th kids in pain. My d asked told me that she wanted tot see my w and me married. My d said that she has never seen it and wanted too.
Since jan 1 I have gone out most nights. I go out with friends and or my borhters. I just need frinedship. Companionship...just someone to talk with. I miss my w. I usually put the kids to sleep and leave the house for a few hours. I try to not take my time away from the kids. My d has recently asked me to show her my friends like mommy does. I told my d I will not be introducing anyone to them right now.

My w has started to state comments about me going out. How I am tired and that I shouldn't leave the house so much. My w was asking who I was speaking to on the phone late at night. I know what I am doing and how it looks. I have not crossed any lines. My w seems to be bothered by me doing this. My reason for being scarce since Jan 1 is I have seen my kids relationship to their mother breakdown. I want my w to take over some of the responsiblities. If I am not there My w has to do the work.

I have been doing this for a month, My kids seem to be doing better. My w seems to be helping out more. Laundry ..cooking..even cleaning and vaccuuming. I still care for my w. Even my R to my w is getting better. Our communication is getting better. We no longer talk through other people. I want my w to be able to speak at what she thinks and feels. I don't want just logistic talks about the kids. I know my Kids are the trump card. I have not heard my w talk about moving out for a week.


"The LORD said to me, 'Go, show your love to your wife again, though she is loved by another and is an adulteress. Love her as the LORD loves the Israelites, though they turn to other gods'" (Hosea 3:1).