Together since we were 15...Part 3

[Jenna333]

I am losing the mystery. I find myself to be too chatty around him since he told me he is starting to lean towards us being together again when we're ready.

The mystery is GOOD. I can see him now getting comfortable with our current dynamic again. He got comfortable before when I'd allow him to stomp all over the boundaries and would sleep with him every couple of weeks. Then I shocked him into reality when I refused to answer his pruning questions about my personal life and he started seeing that he WILL lose me if he doesn't get to work on himself. Now when he sees me, he's sure to tell me that he's changing for himself, which means they'll be real changes.

But we're talking too much. Flirting too much. I don't want to settle back into that dynamic again. He snapped out of it a bit when I stopped chatting and flirting. I'm not helping anyone or anything by giving in to what feels natural. Begging and pleading felt natural, after all, and they were the wrong things to be doing.