W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore-P2

[Snowman]

Well my W came and get her stuff out of the garage and house. I helped her with some of it even though it felt like the saddest thing ever. There was so much stuff I put some stuff in my car and went to the new place she will be living. It was hard when my son is trying to help my W and watching this. I went to her new place to see where it was so I know. She did say thank you for helping her. For some reason her scandalous Halloween costume was out on the railing, that was surprising to say the least. Her alcohol was on the counter which tells me she is not slowing down on the drinking. I really don't know who my W is anymore because this is the complete opposite person that I married.

I asked her if she really wanted to do this and all she said was pretty much and then moved on to moving some stuff and avoided the topic. I will write the letter when I get time (have my S now). I'm not sure were she is going with her life but it seems to me she is following her girlfriend's path that is recently divorced almost exactly. This girlfriend just ended her 2nd marriage and is partying with my W and they are doing many of the same things together. I know this is typical for a WAS but I don't see her wanting to go back to the morals and lifestyle we once had. She is living the lifestyle of her father and some of her brothers which is fine but to be honest it is not a lifestyle I want to live.

My S said something about living at Grandpa's house and she said "he*l no, he doesn't even want to live there". That was surprising although I know he is not really happy with his situation either. I know this is all random info but I just recounting what was said. Not sure what else to say. I'm working on me and reading How to Improve Your Marriage Without Talking About It as it is a really good book as well. I see my W and me in many of the things it describes. It maybe to late but I will still learn and improve from it.